paighs journal

if you know anyone in indiana

Mon, 09 Mar 2009 18:25:28 GMT

that needs a painter please suggest my friend. he just moved to sheridan with his fiance and two boys. he could really use the work and is a credible worker.

Commercial/Residential Painter
My name is Tristan Teal I am a painter new to Indiana, with 6 years experience in the industry. I have extensive experience with commercial and residential repaints and new ...

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copying lex stlen from facebook

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 04:06:09 GMT

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. i've recently begun to see a correlation between the movies i used to love as a kid and my horrible taste in men.

2. i tend to over think things. ( number 1 being case and point)

3. i'm incredibly blessed with the siblings i was born with and the siblings ive been given.

4. i am the youngest and the middle child

5.i currently have two babies. they both like to put things in their mouths that they shouldnt. they are very good snugglers. one has a lot of fur and whiskers the other wishes she did.

6. the only thing that i constantly wear is a ring my best friend hil gave me for my 20th birthday.

7. im a slob. but i like to organize everyone else's things.

8. after years of being afraid to cook i love it.

9. my siblings used to keep a running list of the foods i would eat. it wasnt long. but they thought it was a fun game.

10. i have an abnormal love for ketchup and wishbone french dressing ( not together) but ill put them on pretty much anything.

11. i love to get lost in books. it really doesnt matter what genre as long as theres a good story line.

12. for someone who is very shy im incredibly nosey. im pretty much up in everyones business once i get to know you.

13. i dont mind if im unhappy but i cant stand it in other people. and i will fix it.

14. i have a newspaper that hangs on my wall its been there since febuary 2001 its a full page add that anheuser busch took out after dale earnhardts death. i dont plan on ever taking it down.

15. i love my hair color. it took 24 years (7 of them spent dying it) for me to figure that out.

16. i drink atleast one cup of tea with honey every day.

17. if i could id paint huge canvases all different shapes and colors and make them into fantasy worlds for my daughter. but she likes more realistic things.

18.i'm going to attempt to illustrate a childrens book about a kitty.

19. my phone and cameras are both dinosaurs but they work for me because they are hard to break and seem to last forever ** knock on wood** ive had my camera for over 6 years. it has seen more things then i care to remember.

20. most of my best friends are people ive known since highschool ( two since elementry). the people i spend most of my day communicating with are from a myspace group called mouthy mothers and they all rock my socks in ways they will most likely never understand.

21. i cant remember my last full nights sleep that was un-interrupted. i think it was most likely the spring of 2006.

22. i despise dry skin. i absolutely cant deal with it and i will put lotion on your hands if they scratch me.

23. i love snuggles. i dont get enough adult sixed ones.

24. i rarely had zits until i had Ana.

25.part of me will always feel incomplete if i dont have a dog in my life.

i know that im probably going to miss some one that has tagged me. sorry about that.

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 03:46:10 GMT

ill do a real post soon i swear... probably. or just find me on myspace or facebook under claire holmes

If you were to spot me being hauled off in a police car, what would you suspect was my "crime"?

Post your reply here as a comment here, then echo this question on your LJ to find out what folks think of you.

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 03:54:14 GMT

Stacy: Our relationship is like an addiction. It's... like...

House: Really good drugs?

Stacy: No, it's like... vindaloo curry.

House: Ok, sure...

Stacy: Really really hot Indian curry they make with red chilli peppers.

House: I know what it is! Didn't think it was addictive.

Stacy: You're abrasive and annoying and come on way too strong, like... vindaloo curry. When you're crazy about curry, that's fine but no matter how much you love curry, you have too much of it, it takes the roof of your mouth off. And then you never want to see curry for a really really long time but you wake up one day and you think... god I really miss curry.

House: [puts his hand under her chin and raises her face up so he can see]

Stacy: You're a jerk.

House: I know

was going to post tht months ago and didnt. it appeared as saved draft so i thought what the helll.....

on to the real post. Hi im still alive. to sum up my life right now i have a beautiful baby girl and my friends back other then that its dribble. if you want to know more ask and tell me whats up with you.

Mon, 08 May 2006 19:47:12 GMT

a year in review

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 23:39:30 GMT

LJ Review of the Year
Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post your favorite lines of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review".

January:
Its been almost 21 months since i fell flat on my face in love with eddie. its been over 7 months since ive seen him. im not sure how long its been since he started to slip away but im pretty sure that this might be the last gasp. im really trying to restrain myself because i dont want to slip up and lose him forever even though it feels like for the first time in almost two years that might be the better plan.

February:
from the actual post:" new glasses bad pic"
from a response to a comment: its BABSICLES. i think that might be your new name... babsicles.. hmm yup i like it i like it alot. (i really need to get more sleep but i dont see it happening)
March:
hair update for sasha
April:
"I don't want to think about him being gay. Seems like anymore, all the buff bodies are gay, and all the bad-smelling, rangy men are straight. I find out Ranger's gay I'm going straight to the freezer section at Shop & Bag. Only men you can count on these days are Ben and Jerry."
May:
paigh needs a job
June:
es im aware that pacey and joey werent together in season one and two but shhhhhhush
July:
some guy on myspace honestly called me a whore tonight. im highly amused by this because well i am. thats all really HA! stupid men!
August:
break ups no mater how strung out always suck
some times... no matter which way you turn.. you end up feeling like shit. whether you are the one that moves on first and hurts the person you have loved. the one that doesnt move on and feels like theyve been stabbed in the heart. or the people that know you both and well theres never anyway to turn is there?
September:
willing to make a loving home for a little furry baby please let me know
October:
i am Not a hypochondriac
November:
now im haunted by the memory
the memory of the slight curve to my lip

December:
just this

me? updating?

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 16:39:29 GMT

ha you thought this would be a real update didnt you! suckers. no this pretty much sums up my weekend besides the fact that i adore my lime girls and they can truly get me through anything especially my own stupidity.. i swear to god one of these days ill learn to give up on him. on all of them and just be free...
anyways crappy poem time

its not you
its that smile
not your smile
but my own
that haunts me
not an ordinary smile
one with hope behind it
id trimmed down the hope
to almost nothing
but nothing was to good
looking back its all to clear
and i know
hope only last when theres something
to build it on
something real
but i tricked myself
fell into my own trap
there's no one to hate but myself
no where else for the anger to fall
and now im haunted by the memory
the memory of the slight curve to my lip

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 21:08:04 GMT

You are: CATWOMAN!

Which Batman Villain Are You?
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ok ive been sucking at updating so um poem

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 19:49:34 GMT

for a moment i can see
everything that could be
its there in your eyes
and i mezmerised
i stare and float away in to
sea of what ifs and what could have been

its too comfortable there rocked back and forth
on old dreams in new manifestations
i'm lulled off to sleep before i know it
eyes closing
no longer locked on yours
and its gone

my eyes flutter up and i know im lost
its lost in the harmful world of what is
i look at you and your eyes seem blind
empty where my future once lay
nothing left for me there
its all been pushed behind a curtain

if you could learn to look at me
the world would flow better
it would make more sense
and there would be a purpose again
if you could lift that curtain
we could let the dreams fly

i know its there some where
i know you've seen it too
i cant quite reach it
standing on the very edge of a dream
if i took one more step
id float away
or fall to the ground.
if you opened your eyes to me
i could see the world
i could see the truth
with the good or the bad.

healthy

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 00:25:35 GMT

Risk:
92% NUCLEAR
63% BIOLOGICAL
68% CONVENTIONAL

Your above scores indicate your relative risk in each of the 3 main types of terrorism. A score above 50% means you are living with the real possibility of death by that type of terrorism. A score above 75% represents extreme danger. Below 25% means you are most likely safe.

Some quick advice follows:

TO REDUCE CHANCE OF NUCLEAR ATTACK

      - Avoid large cities (especially political or financial centers) at all costs

      - Avoid extremely large sporting events

      - Avoid suburbs of extreme large cities

TO REDUCE CONVENTIONAL DEATH ODDS:

      - Avoid buses and subways

      - Avoid suspicious people

      - Avoid establishments owned by targeted groups

      - Avoid exploding bombs

TO REDUCE BIO RISK:

- Avoid contact with other people

- Own a shack in the woods - or a cool boat

      - Avoid contact with lots of mail (think: Anthrax)

      - Avoid drinking tap water

This test sponsored by Dasani.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 97% on nuclear
You scored higher than 68% on biological
You scored higher than 96% on conventional

Link: The Terrorism Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:30:30 GMT

so im going to be in a photo shoot sometime soon for a calendar and i need a fake christmas tree. if anyone has one thats not too hard to put together and would like to lend it to me id love you forever.

help!

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 00:35:30 GMT

ok its my best friends 21st bday next week and we need ideas of places to go in boston or brighton/allston. (no clubs please) any ideas any one any one please?

my family just gets more and more interesting

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:02:51 GMT

From Puritan to Playboy, Hef has lived
By Inside Track
Tuesday, October 4, 2005 - Updated: 08:40 AM EST

HUGH HEFNER has traveled about as far from his roots as a person can.
The 79-year-old original Playboy tells Time magazine that he is a
direct descendant of Willam Bradford, a Puritan who came over on the
Mayflower. ``There was a great deal of repression in their lives and
the way they were raised and, in turn, the way I was raised,'' he said.
It was rejection from a girl that first prompted the young Hefner to
reinvent himself, calling himself ``Hef'' and sporting yellow cords,
saddle shoes, and untucked flannel shirts, much to his parents'
chagrin. After the success of his Playboy empire, he changed again. ``I
became the personification of the prototype that I was describing in
the magazine. I became, in effect, Mr. Playboy.''

as mommy says..
And didn't the Puritans go to Boston and the Pilgrims travel on the
Mayflower to Plimoth with Bradford???

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 19:52:15 GMT

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old and new hair

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 17:45:07 GMT

old hair

new hair

soon to be red hair

meme

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 20:19:09 GMT

You are a
Social Liberal
(78% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(18% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid Free Online Dating

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 13:45:52 GMT

14 years is a long time 2/3s of my life spent in a town i only learned to call home 3 years ago. i knw its all changing again one way or another. his will change everything about who i am and how my life will run. one way or another this is the beginning and the end. my gut is screaming at me trying to get me to stand still as i am now. maybe if i dont mve dont act nothing chances. nothing comes to be nothing dies. but the world doesnt work that way.. i cant help but remember now. this time of years never been good for me. it seems the more i sayy that no part of the year is good. but its always been a time of reckoning a time of action... just have to make it so im not a afraid to move along even if its just with the flow of things. in the end everything that happens is for the best brings something to our attention that needs to be fixed.. just takes a while to see it.... i just have to see it

betcha thought this would be a real update

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 02:33:56 GMT

1. What is your middle name? nicole

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? HA!

3. What are you listening to right now? Nothing

4. What are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 72 or 86

5. What was the last thing you ate? ceasar salad wrap and chips from subway

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? jungle green
7. How is the weather right now? its cool and nice

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mommy

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? shoulders/height

10. Favorite type of food? silly american stuff

11. Do you drink? Yes

12. Do you smoke? No

13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? often

14. Hair color? naturally brown. now reddy brown in desparate need of dying
15. Eye color? blue

16. Do you wear contacts? no

17. Single? yes

18. Favorite Month? may june july

19. Have you ever cried for no reason? ooooh yeah

20. Last Movie you Watched? ummm ideal husband

21. Favorite Day of the Year? Thanksgiving

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? usually

24. Hugs or Kisses? I like both

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla

26. Do you want your friends to respond? yes

27. Who is most likely to respond? Not sure lol

28. Who is least likely to respond? Not sure

29. What books are you reading? come together cause i needed my old friend this morning.. cant believe ive been reading it over and over for five years

30. Piercings? Just my ears and they are closed in

31. Favorite movie? Tooooo many

32. Favorite Baseball Team? RED SOX!!!!!!!!!!
34. Any pets? samma, lacey george and parents house kitties

35. AIM? yes cleopatra1213

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? butter and salt
37. Dogs or Cats? doggies more
38. Favorite Flower? roses and geraniums

44. Have you ever fired a gun? No

45. Do you like to travel by plane? Yes

46. Right-handed or Left-handed? right

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? lots
49. Are you missing someone? its me so yeah
50. Do you have a Tattoo? 2

help!

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 02:00:13 GMT

Taken from gothicboston and lex and jocelyn

Transport Provided to Anywhere - Room Desperately Needed! (For the Animal Victims of Katrina)
There is transportation provided, with people ready and waiting, for upwards of 200 dogs and 150 cats so far rescued from the devastation of hurricane Katrina. What these animals need is a place to go. Kennels, boarding, vets offices, shelters with any extra space, foster homes and rescues. Even one or two open kennels would greatly help.

From what we know, all animals have been vaccinated and are in good health considering the conditions. There are dogs and cats of every breed and size. Some are in groups of two, three or four, hailing from the same family, while some are solitary. ANY KENNEL SPACE AVAILABLE CAN CERTAINLY BE USED. These drivers are willing to move these animals ANYWHERE they need to go. Absolutely anywhere.

The current safe houses for these animals are being inundated and some of these pets will have to be euthanized if they are not moved to make room for the incoming animals.

Please feel free to pass on this information everywhere. Every forum, every list, every community.

REMEMBER THESE ANIMALS WILL BE TRANSPORTED TO YOU.

If you know anyone, anywhere, that is willing to take in even one cat or dog, please have them contact Lynda at the information provided below.

They are also asking for ANY kind of donations for the animals - money, food, bedding, water, etc.

Please contact Lynda V. at: 203 515 3024 (cell)
Home: 203 227 5308
Email: Lynda@portone.com

Note: The email that I got in return said that there is no reason to call, so just send an email.
* * * * * Re-post everywhere. * * * * *

woohoo getting my hair cut for a good cause

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 23:24:36 GMT

apparently my hair dresser and company are having a special day in a few weeks where all the procedes go to the redcross and the spca in louisana.

its blondie salon in waltham , ma if anyone is interested i can give you the number. i believe it is sunday the 25th.

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 17:27:01 GMT

its stuck in my head and it wont get out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
HELP~

chinese dwarf hamster babies.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 03:01:19 GMT

A friend of mine is looking for homes for 10 chinese dwarf hamster babies. They are, as I said, babies and will not be ready to go to their new homes for another 5 weeks but she would like to have homes lined up before then. She lives in Lowell, MA but makes frequent trips to Maine so if you live in eastern Ma southern NH or ME and are willing to make a loving home for a little furry baby please let me know and I will set you up thanks~!

this amused me

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 22:36:19 GMT

Demonic Possession Detected!
You are possessed by Lix Tetrax

Lix Tetrax
This is the demon of the wind. Lix is a Greek term relating to the earth, while Tetrax refers to a four-season year. It is the Howling Whirlwind Demon born of the Great Artemis - causes fever and burning, but if it feels kindly toward you, will refresh you with cool breezes and lead you to refuge.
"'I create divisions among men, I make whirlwinds, I start fires, I set fields on fire, and I make households non-functional. Usually, I carry on my activity in the summertime. If I get the chance, I slither in under the corners of houses during the night or day. I am the direct offspring of the Great One.'" - Testament of Solomon 7:5

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Demonic Possession or Hormone Imbalance?

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 04:35:14 GMT

so it just hit me all of ten minutes ago that he may have moved on. not to his ex thats taken...but to someone else. he might just be done.. and im stupid... yup stupid.....

edit... its also possible im paranoid and hes work 6 days straight no real time for a girl....yuh blach

ok so nyc update

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 21:51:43 GMT

friday morning babs and her dad (danny) pick me up. we drive over to West roxbury to get ziggy (danny's friend) and his son mike(11)

drove to nyc...got a little turned around but managed to get them there in one piece. after checking into the hotel and all that they left for dinner and the game and i went to union square to wait to meet up with micki. we went to blue smoke a restruant on 27th and5th"? pretty good food it wwas good to see her again, then went to brooklyn to see my meowmeows. nolo gave me all sorts of kisses and smudge who was visiting let me snuggle him a bit. brooklyn (the new one) took a lil while to warm up to me because smudge was there but she snuggld too. we watched sweethome alabama then i went back to the hotel to meet up with babs. we wandered around times square for a bit then ate at chevy's. good time hang out talking all that shit. sawa cab with greg the bunny on it and weird bicycle thingies.

saturday we got up and headed to the stadium in redsox gear. unfortunately it didnt piss people off as much as we had hoped. it did get us a few comments though which were funny. the place is huge and tall and nice but theres something creepy about it. well hell theres something creepy about the whole team so.. we left while we were still winning to beat the crowds out but they had tied it up and then won once we were back at the hotel. after getting changed we headed bak to time square and waited in line for a long ass time to go on the ferris wheel at toys r us. the guy letting people on was a hilarious redsox fan so he had fun with us. and we got a ton of pictures that ziggy took with babs camera of us up there. we went to the espn zone and babs found the perfect shirt for her.

at the hard rock cafe there was an one hour wait where we wandered around and sat at the bar. once we were seated babs ziggy and i sang along to everything until the waiter came 20 minutes later and flung coasters at eachother and grew on them until the appetizers finally came 45 minutes later and ziggy asked for the manager who agreed the time wait was crazy and said the bill was on the house. we left and went to applebees where we got very yummy food and beer quickly which allowed ziggy to not be a grown up any more.

following in the line mike came and hung out in our room so the men could go to the bar, babs and i decided to be 11 for the night. i got in several pillow fights and wrestling matches with mike and then we attempted to play pg rated truth or dare with out many dares. babs and i sucked at it. we did decide that we should get a bunch of people to go to london next january.. apparently we are the only ones that think this is a good idea so we may be alone but thats fine more beer for us.

after mike left for the night we pretty much passed out and woke up in the morning packed and were on our way. people slept off and on til we got to the pike where we stopped for food (no one had eaten yet ) and then we played mash for the rest f the way home.

essentially it was a very good highly amusing time that let me slip away from all the crap that has happened this month. which i think was very very good.

it also gave me a chance to do alot of thinking. the first day brought back alot of eddie memories which was tough because i hadnt been expectng that to bug me. i think it only hit me because they were memories of the begining when he has amazing and yeah. i just need to relax and let go. i need to learn to be ok with not beating things into the ground to try to make them work. i need to realize that some people can just give up or choose not to try at all because its the easy way or the safe away and i need to deal with that... yup yup i do i think thats all

paighs journal

if you know anyone in indiana

copying lex stlen from facebook

a year in review

me? updating?

ok ive been sucking at updating so um poem

healthy

help!

my family just gets more and more interesting

old and new hair

meme

betcha thought this would be a real update

help!

woohoo getting my hair cut for a good cause

chinese dwarf hamster babies.

this amused me

Demonic Possession Detected!You are possessed by Lix Tetrax

ok so nyc update

Demonic Possession Detected!
You are possessed by Lix Tetrax